Lol, the last time I was here was on Allan's birthday. And it has almost been a year!
A lot can happen in a year - my life has changed somewhat, but things tend to stay the same. I feel like I have grown, emotionally and spiritually - though that sounds pretentious. I'm still on the Path - but there is a whole other blog for that.. and what I learn there. I think I may be learning some more about myself too... but I fear I will never know... and I think I will be ok with that.
Life is so busy, and my priorities have not always been the right ones. I already regret going to work and uni so soon after having Zeke. I didn't completely miss out on everything, but I don't remember a lot.
We have finally moved house - something I have wanted for a long long time :) I mended the relationship with my mother to an extent, but partly because I've accepted that some things will never be acknowledged. My biodad passed away and I went to his funeral.. THAT was so hard - but cathartic and I'm glad I went.
I've met some wonderful people over the last year - and lost others. Some things are meant to be - I'm not always proud of my behaviour - I can at least recognise the consequences of ego-fuelled and brash decision making.
Still working on the parenting thing.
And the Law thing.
And I'm still looking for my purpose. For my truth.
